Poem - MISTAKE

The passion for writing and exploring is unbounded in my life. In my solace, happiness, anger or pain .. I write my heart out. Starting my blog with a poem i wrote ... I hope you all enjoy it ❤

-MISTAKE-

For you probably i was just a barbie doll,
A pretty dummy, showcased in the mall;
For it was so easy for you to use my body, destroy my soul,
In my worst nightmares, you played a major role;
The disastrous night so fresh in my mind,
What I meant to you, i got to find;
For i was just someone to lure your awful desires,
But I'll be the one to be called a whore, a slut, the world conspires;
I was so stupid to love you, and give my all,
Only, not able to save me from a big mighty fall;
No candles, no romance, no love,nothing but a bed,
How couldn't i understand your intentions were just to get laid;
But still i felt you loved me to the moon and back,
Only to realize how foolish i was, after life's smack;
I felt so nervous and afraid,
It should be easy I prayed;
But it was not that tough for you to get intimate,
Drunk and dizzy, you locked the gate;
The next morning was not that beautiful as I thought,
Just a messy bed, blood, you left me there alone to rot;
My world was in a topsy turvy, you dont understand,
To fool me and take my all, you were well planned;
Weeks later when i was bearing the fruit of your affair,
You shutted me down forever, how could you dare;
I begged and pleaded to you, to take this curse,
My situation couldn't have been more adverse;
But you were so least bothered,
You are happy but i am smothered;
For you have what I dont, the power of money,
It was easy for you to make me your bunny;
Now i realize how inhuman people can be,
But i will rest my painful case to thee;
For you have so slyly made my world shake,
And i dont know, How you called it just a MISTAKE?
-BY MONIDEEPA